Why is it Wednesday and I wish it was Friday already?? My best friend gets married on Saturday and this week is dragging a$$......some crazy mess has happened though, let me tell you. I get back from Austin this weekend, with the revelation that I need to start dating again, and my horoscope says to just chill and be the one that gets pursued.....by who? If you know him, tell me okay, bc down here...I got nothing:) My other friend, we will call her Kelly, found out that she was pregnant by her ex-boyfriend, who is still talking to his ex-girlfriend, who TOLD her that it was his mission to get her pregnant....by the way this is her second child. (which of these things does not go together, which of these things does not belong.) Not hating....just wanted to slap some sense into her ya know? But that would be wrong of me in "girlfriend" standards, so I gave her my regards, and told her if she needed me, I'm there......My male friend, we will call him Jack, is engaged, AGAIN. Mind you they have only been together for about 4 months....and I stress AGAIN bc the last time this dude got engaged, he walked in on his fiancee...doing some inappropriate things....and the engagement was called off. I just feel like he is just getting over the last brokenheart that he had and is searching for something false in this girl that he all of a sudden loves...mind you her reputation...isn't spotless to say the least. But I wish him the best of luck....he is getting older and needs to settle down I guess, but to me, 25 isn't that old!?!
Last but not least, this wedding has got me on edge. My best friend of 11 years is walking down that isle...to a man that I have nothing but the utmost respect for......I helped them get together and it makes me happier than lawd knows what when I see them together. They waited until they were both done with school, and both financially ready to do this...no kids...just the right thing to do, bc they are in love. And she is not the bridezilla most women are.....she is so damn laidback that it's funny....I love her though....this weekend is going to be awesome.
Well enough talking....gotta get to work! Peaceout!:)
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
HOLIDAZE
I love holiday weekends....you have the chance to just sit around and be lazy, eat, and be in good company. I spent this holiday weekend in Austin for the Bachelorette party that I have been planning for the past 3 months.....all details left to ponder..it was a BLAST! Misson accomplished.....
I came to a revelation this weekend as I was with my girls....I am ready to start dating....I know! Big deal....I am ready to throw myself in the fish pond again. I guess I am just ready to meet new people and be around new things...problem is...I don't know anyone...dating is HARD. But I will keep you posted...I am almost sure that this is going to be the right decision.
I came to a revelation this weekend as I was with my girls....I am ready to start dating....I know! Big deal....I am ready to throw myself in the fish pond again. I guess I am just ready to meet new people and be around new things...problem is...I don't know anyone...dating is HARD. But I will keep you posted...I am almost sure that this is going to be the right decision.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
100 Things about me
Let's see if I can do this....
1. I was born October 29, 1983..Gabrielle Union and I have the same B-day and people always compare me to her(mannerisims that is).
2. I actually enjoy the people that I work with.
3. I have a close relationship with my Mother....she is the center of my world.
4. At this point in my life, this is the first time that I have been single in 7 years...and I am only 22....
5. I like country music!
6. I am the clumsiest person that I know, I fall, trip, hit, bang, run into, EVERYTHING.
7. I laugh at myself.....uncontrollably.
8. I know I will never be a size 5 again....
9. And I am okay with that.
10. I went to school where white people were a minority...
11. and everyone got along.
12. I have 4 best girlfriends who I would give my right arm for.
13. I have no childeren....
14. I want to be a mediator at some point in my life..
15. When I was younger I had a birthday party for every birthday from 1-18, I love you Momma.
16. If you saw my brother, my mom and me, you would think that we were all siblings.
17. I have an underwear fetish.
18. I love seafood....but I am a picky eater.
19. I have a beautiful Goddaughter.
20. I love mexican food....OMG!!
21. I do have a myspace acct and it causes more problems than I ever want.
22. I was nominated for homecoming princess all 4 years in high school
23. Then my senior year when I was up for Queen....I lost.
24. I was always called the "black girl who acted white" because I was involved in my school clubs(student council, peer medators, crime stoppers, drill team, prom committee, p.a.l.s.) and my 4 best friends happen to be white....
25. I hate racism....
26. I hate stereotypes...
27. I hate statistics...they always make black people look bad.
28. I cry at the drop of a dime.
29. I speak my mind......I don't see why you should hold something in.
30. I fear not being successful...bc I know what abilities I have.
31. As sociable as I am, I cannot stand people who talk to much.
32. I am a horrible liar....
33. I have a hard time with death....it's gotten better since I was younger...but still...
34. I do not like fake people....be yourself...you only live once.
35. I had a very close relationship with my Great-Great Grandmother Eva and My Great-Great Grandfather Paw-Paw until they died when I was around 9 or 10....alot of people don't even have relationships with their Grandmothers!!
36. I am very clustraphobic in small spaces....
37. I have never seen Gone With The Wind....
38. and dont' plan to any time soon.
39. My family is very young....we have at least 5 generations under one roof on the holidays....its a blessing.
40. My best friend and I hated eachother when we first met 11 years ago.....now we are inseprable.
41. I am her maid of honor in her wedding in 2 weeks.
42. I have a fetish for latin guys....HOT latin guys.
43. I honestly believe that our President just doesn't even care anymore....he won't be in office next term.....why not play around a little bit.
44. And I voted so I can voice my opinion.
45. I am gap toothed and I love it....it is a part of my character.
46. Ironically people say I have the prettiest smile they have ever seen.
47. My mother has a bright complexion and my biological father has a dark complexion...so that left me right in the middle with a reddish, brown, chocolate....i dunno...but I like it:)
48. I wish that I spoke spanish.....it would help a lot living in Texas.
49. I really hope my first born is a boy....when the time comes.
50. But as long as they are healthy I don't care.
51. I just relized I am halfway done.
52. I won't take my belly button ring out because I think that my stomach looks funny without it.
53. I have flat feet....completely flat feet.
54. But I love to wear heels.....
55. and it kills my feet.
56. Reef sandals are the world's greatest sandals for flat footed people.
57. I LOVE this website!....its interesting to me to see how different people live.
58. I like this one too! She has always been so funny to me!! She cracks me up!!
59. I could sleep all day if you let me......
60. My favorite bath and body works fragrence is Japanese Cherry Blossom! YUMMY!!!
61. People with no common sense AG the mess out of me!!!
62. I went to the best damn University ever.....Texas A&M University....WHOOP!!
63. I am running out of things to say.
64. I am a fan of shoes and clothes....if I could, I would blow my whole paycheck on shopping.
65. I wear minimal makeup....I don't feel the need to go overboard.
66. And I never wear lipstick......my lips are too big....draws too much attention.
67. I think that American Idol is dumb.....
68. Along with most of the reality shows on T.V.
69. That is the only thing on T.V. though.....
70. So I watch MTV for my reality fix....
71. I know!!!!
72. I would really be upset if I missed Grey's Anatomy....best show ever!!!
73. And yes I am so sad that "Friends" went off air....
74. So I do own the seasons.
75. I love love love penut butter m&m's
76. When I was a child, I did not eat ANY veggies....
77. One of my Great Grandmothers' is still living....and she is BEAUTIFUL!! The rock of our family!!!
78. I am certified goofy.
79. I can completely laugh at myself.
80. I have never broken any bones in my body.....crazy right??
81. I hate milk.... I won't drink it..
82. But i will eat it with cereal..
83. and my favorite cereal are fruity pebbles .
84. I am very sleepy right now.....
85. I have a crush on a boy....but I will not ask him out.
86. I hate my boobs....they are too big....
87. and too many men stare.
88. But I know I should be greatful bc people pay for these...and I got them naturally.
89. I can read books at an alarming rate....no matter how big.
90. I got Ms. Highkick in high school drill team.....and I could kick where my knee touched my nose.
91. I can't do that anymore....
92. I love Texas A&M football.....even though the past couple of seasons have been rough....
93. I wear C.O Bigelow mentha lip shine #502........a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d
94. To-Do lists are a very intrugal part of my life....
95. I enjoy cleaning my apartment bc I live on my own....
96.Did I mention I lived with a boy before I moved on my own....so cleaning is heaven to me!
97. My dream car is a 2006 Lexus ES350, black on black....ooooooooweeee!!!
98. I believe that cherry coke slurpees cure anything....
99. I admit that I love the new snap music that we have down here in the dirty dirty....
100. I am glad this is done:-)
1. I was born October 29, 1983..Gabrielle Union and I have the same B-day and people always compare me to her(mannerisims that is).
2. I actually enjoy the people that I work with.
3. I have a close relationship with my Mother....she is the center of my world.
4. At this point in my life, this is the first time that I have been single in 7 years...and I am only 22....
5. I like country music!
6. I am the clumsiest person that I know, I fall, trip, hit, bang, run into, EVERYTHING.
7. I laugh at myself.....uncontrollably.
8. I know I will never be a size 5 again....
9. And I am okay with that.
10. I went to school where white people were a minority...
11. and everyone got along.
12. I have 4 best girlfriends who I would give my right arm for.
13. I have no childeren....
14. I want to be a mediator at some point in my life..
15. When I was younger I had a birthday party for every birthday from 1-18, I love you Momma.
16. If you saw my brother, my mom and me, you would think that we were all siblings.
17. I have an underwear fetish.
18. I love seafood....but I am a picky eater.
19. I have a beautiful Goddaughter.
20. I love mexican food....OMG!!
21. I do have a myspace acct and it causes more problems than I ever want.
22. I was nominated for homecoming princess all 4 years in high school
23. Then my senior year when I was up for Queen....I lost.
24. I was always called the "black girl who acted white" because I was involved in my school clubs(student council, peer medators, crime stoppers, drill team, prom committee, p.a.l.s.) and my 4 best friends happen to be white....
25. I hate racism....
26. I hate stereotypes...
27. I hate statistics...they always make black people look bad.
28. I cry at the drop of a dime.
29. I speak my mind......I don't see why you should hold something in.
30. I fear not being successful...bc I know what abilities I have.
31. As sociable as I am, I cannot stand people who talk to much.
32. I am a horrible liar....
33. I have a hard time with death....it's gotten better since I was younger...but still...
34. I do not like fake people....be yourself...you only live once.
35. I had a very close relationship with my Great-Great Grandmother Eva and My Great-Great Grandfather Paw-Paw until they died when I was around 9 or 10....alot of people don't even have relationships with their Grandmothers!!
36. I am very clustraphobic in small spaces....
37. I have never seen Gone With The Wind....
38. and dont' plan to any time soon.
39. My family is very young....we have at least 5 generations under one roof on the holidays....its a blessing.
40. My best friend and I hated eachother when we first met 11 years ago.....now we are inseprable.
41. I am her maid of honor in her wedding in 2 weeks.
42. I have a fetish for latin guys....HOT latin guys.
43. I honestly believe that our President just doesn't even care anymore....he won't be in office next term.....why not play around a little bit.
44. And I voted so I can voice my opinion.
45. I am gap toothed and I love it....it is a part of my character.
46. Ironically people say I have the prettiest smile they have ever seen.
47. My mother has a bright complexion and my biological father has a dark complexion...so that left me right in the middle with a reddish, brown, chocolate....i dunno...but I like it:)
48. I wish that I spoke spanish.....it would help a lot living in Texas.
49. I really hope my first born is a boy....when the time comes.
50. But as long as they are healthy I don't care.
51. I just relized I am halfway done.
52. I won't take my belly button ring out because I think that my stomach looks funny without it.
53. I have flat feet....completely flat feet.
54. But I love to wear heels.....
55. and it kills my feet.
56. Reef sandals are the world's greatest sandals for flat footed people.
57. I LOVE this website!....its interesting to me to see how different people live.
58. I like this one too! She has always been so funny to me!! She cracks me up!!
59. I could sleep all day if you let me......
60. My favorite bath and body works fragrence is Japanese Cherry Blossom! YUMMY!!!
61. People with no common sense AG the mess out of me!!!
62. I went to the best damn University ever.....Texas A&M University....WHOOP!!
63. I am running out of things to say.
64. I am a fan of shoes and clothes....if I could, I would blow my whole paycheck on shopping.
65. I wear minimal makeup....I don't feel the need to go overboard.
66. And I never wear lipstick......my lips are too big....draws too much attention.
67. I think that American Idol is dumb.....
68. Along with most of the reality shows on T.V.
69. That is the only thing on T.V. though.....
70. So I watch MTV for my reality fix....
71. I know!!!!
72. I would really be upset if I missed Grey's Anatomy....best show ever!!!
73. And yes I am so sad that "Friends" went off air....
74. So I do own the seasons.
75. I love love love penut butter m&m's
76. When I was a child, I did not eat ANY veggies....
77. One of my Great Grandmothers' is still living....and she is BEAUTIFUL!! The rock of our family!!!
78. I am certified goofy.
79. I can completely laugh at myself.
80. I have never broken any bones in my body.....crazy right??
81. I hate milk.... I won't drink it..
82. But i will eat it with cereal..
83. and my favorite cereal are fruity pebbles .
84. I am very sleepy right now.....
85. I have a crush on a boy....but I will not ask him out.
86. I hate my boobs....they are too big....
87. and too many men stare.
88. But I know I should be greatful bc people pay for these...and I got them naturally.
89. I can read books at an alarming rate....no matter how big.
90. I got Ms. Highkick in high school drill team.....and I could kick where my knee touched my nose.
91. I can't do that anymore....
92. I love Texas A&M football.....even though the past couple of seasons have been rough....
93. I wear C.O Bigelow mentha lip shine #502........a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d
94. To-Do lists are a very intrugal part of my life....
95. I enjoy cleaning my apartment bc I live on my own....
96.Did I mention I lived with a boy before I moved on my own....so cleaning is heaven to me!
97. My dream car is a 2006 Lexus ES350, black on black....ooooooooweeee!!!
98. I believe that cherry coke slurpees cure anything....
99. I admit that I love the new snap music that we have down here in the dirty dirty....
100. I am glad this is done:-)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
First Post..
I have read alot of blogs the past couple of days....interestingly enough it is insane to read them and relate. I will post freely on this blog my thoughts, how I feel, and if need be I will rant and rave.
Let me start first by stating the factual, I am a 22 yr. old african american defying what statistics say about us...I don't have kids, or "babies daddies", nor do I want any at this time in my life. I work, I come home, occasionaly hang out with my girls, and go to school. Notice that I did not put sleep in the equation bc frankly I don't get any.....
I just got out of a "live in" relationship with my ex, of 3 years, and now I am newly single and live on my own for the first time in my life. Living together before your married helps...it shows you if you were made to live together.
I am currently attaning a BA in education, and it is taking me way too long. At this point I am debating on whether or not I want to teach simply bc of the kids in public schools today.....I mean really? Playing the gum in chair bid is classic, but poisining muffins....that is a little to the max don't you agree?
I love life...God blessed me with it. At times it is rough, but I make it, this struggle now will make me stronger in the long run.
My family is my guiding light. My mother makes it so much easier to be the person that I am. She allowed me to become my own person, as opposed to picking my path for me and I owe her a million Thanks for allowing me to do so. My 19 yr. old brother is a work in progress...he has ambition...he just doesn't like to use it....but he raps...and if he was bad at it then I would be more negative, bc everyone wants to be a rapper, but he is GOOD! As long as he stays in school, and at least get a degree, I won't complain.
My relationship with my Father is one that is typical of girls my age, we really just don't talk. It isn't like I don't know him, I do. I love him for the person he tries to be, but that doesn't make up for a lot of the things he has put me through....that's all I will say on that.
I hope that this blog will get some things off my chest, I feel I need it in order to lift this big ball of stress that I continue to have....happy readings
Let me start first by stating the factual, I am a 22 yr. old african american defying what statistics say about us...I don't have kids, or "babies daddies", nor do I want any at this time in my life. I work, I come home, occasionaly hang out with my girls, and go to school. Notice that I did not put sleep in the equation bc frankly I don't get any.....
I just got out of a "live in" relationship with my ex, of 3 years, and now I am newly single and live on my own for the first time in my life. Living together before your married helps...it shows you if you were made to live together.
I am currently attaning a BA in education, and it is taking me way too long. At this point I am debating on whether or not I want to teach simply bc of the kids in public schools today.....I mean really? Playing the gum in chair bid is classic, but poisining muffins....that is a little to the max don't you agree?
I love life...God blessed me with it. At times it is rough, but I make it, this struggle now will make me stronger in the long run.
My family is my guiding light. My mother makes it so much easier to be the person that I am. She allowed me to become my own person, as opposed to picking my path for me and I owe her a million Thanks for allowing me to do so. My 19 yr. old brother is a work in progress...he has ambition...he just doesn't like to use it....but he raps...and if he was bad at it then I would be more negative, bc everyone wants to be a rapper, but he is GOOD! As long as he stays in school, and at least get a degree, I won't complain.
My relationship with my Father is one that is typical of girls my age, we really just don't talk. It isn't like I don't know him, I do. I love him for the person he tries to be, but that doesn't make up for a lot of the things he has put me through....that's all I will say on that.
I hope that this blog will get some things off my chest, I feel I need it in order to lift this big ball of stress that I continue to have....happy readings
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